Ninth

Today, like the other days
I enjoy going out there
with my bottle of water
sittin on the balcony of the ninth floor

At night i dont know what am I searching for
I dont have question in my mind
I dont have answer to look forward to
I have no idea what i am there for
except,....
probably its quiet and person-less over there

I looked at the sky,
I found few stars, some i was sure, some i wasnt
the light was nice, the air was okay

Sit I for an hour,
and then more, and then more...
sometimes waiting for sms
sometimes waiting for nothing,

Is this world all about it
something that cant get out of your mind
something that will haunt you
a never ending promise that will test your endurance
of how far are you willing to wait and wait and wait

none can tell you when its over
none can tell you where it will go
none can tell you how will it go
none can tell you what on your way
none can......
none is needed to share those things

I missed time when you can be true to yourself
We are borned funny,,,,,,,
funnily a way that we need something to listen

The way you make me feel,
lasted for long...
it aint timeless, but its smooth
maybe i am an idiot,
life isnt all about it....

Life is lonely,
no matter how much you smile,
no matter how much you jump,
no matter how much you tell stories,
no matter how much you laugh,
no matter how many friends you have
sometimes, its just lonely
but we stupidly believe tat we need time for ourselves,
where pride is traded for peace

This place is gonna be like others
Stayed and left behind
People are nice,....
I'm just not for them,
It's not the time.........
Hahaha,
life's good...


Kenz